I came across things you once wrote for me. I know you wanted to be happy. You thought you could be. I'm so devastated that I could not help you. I'm going to mourn you today and thank the sun for shining on my face and always preserving my love for life. And then I will hope that the sun is finally shining on your face too. But If your days are still dark I will be even more intentional with the places I go and the people I share my light and love with, I'll do it for you. I will work hard at being thankful that I always remember to look up on sunny days, and to forgive those who are not always strong enough. You will always be a bright turtle star to me. I hope you find the strength to show everyone how lovely you really are. & when you are strong enough, look for the sunniest hill you can find and climb to the top. It will be all yours and I promise it will be kind and good to you.